And There’s This Thought

And there’s this thought that comes from nowhere
I’m reminded that I won’t be seeing her
And I wonder what’s happening to her
With her, in her.
And here I am
In this urban landscape
Silent and separate
With everything to regret.

And when the thought of her comes so suddenly
It takes me away from all reality.
And I wonder what’s happening
To me, with me, in me
As I go back to her place,
Her place so small
Yet somewhere I felt so secure.
It’s her place I recall,
It’s the thought of her place
I’ve felt before.

And I wonder what’s to happen
to me, with me, for me
As I stand in this urban landscape
Silent and separate
with everything to regret.